InOverMyHead

Fuck the multiple anxiety attacks everyday..

I still find myself wishing that I could have changed places with him.  He was so well liked and had so much to give to the world.  People needed him.

I am a year and four months out and I was just thinking about this last night.  The world would be such a better place with him in it instead of me.  He would have been an amazing father (we don't have human children), much better than I will ever be a mother.  I love him.