Jenn here, widowed in 2008 and I used to check in here regularly, less so as time went on but found myself coming back to it in these crazy times! Sars in 2003 really impacted me and my spouse's cancer treatment so I feel like I am reliving all of that, which is weird. Anyway, I am not usually comfortable sharing but I am so bored (please do not take that the wrong way, love you all and the support you've provided). Anyway, you are all in my thoughts and please take good care!