I lost my husband of 18 years almost 7 weeks ago. He died in our living room with hospice. He fought cancer for 10 years. Here I am at 42 a widow. I hate that word by the way. We have a 13 year old son who is doing way better than I am.i feel lost and empty and broken. I dont eat i don't sleep I'm exhausted.i have no motivation to do much either. I go hang out with friends or family but I'm not really present. I still have a hard time sitting in my own living room since he died in there. I know time will ease all these things but the loneliness is the worst. I miss his smile his touch his laugh all of it. Any advise would be appreciated.
