Joan

thank you this shit is insane

nice to be welcomed i am having a really hard time with the loneliness i am trying desperately not to do the rebound guy thing i am staying busy and fucking worn out but still can shake this shit, not use to being this fucking emotional i feel bi fucking polar obsessing over a younger guy at work like that is a fucking good idea what the BLOODY FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME I AM NOT THAT STUPID!

6 months now FUCK the lonliness FUCK guilt that makes you think you could have done more to keep him alive longer, cancer the fucking fickle fiend