Thanks so much, Michael- I’m a little farther out from my initial post and I do feel like I’ve made some progress in that month. And it’s as you said- some days are good, some are not. But at least I don’t feel constant, gut wrenching pain anymore. I can say his name without bursting into tears. I didn’t think that would ever happen.
I would still give anything to have him back and I’ll be honest, I find myself taking more risks than I did before. I don’t want to think about living without him, but I am now seeing that even though I don’t want to, I can.
i sincerely appreciate your words of wisdom and I will take them to heart. Thank you so much for taking the time to reply.
- Janet