everything is just always so "meh" for me. IDK. I finally found a guy I liked but we live so far apart and I'm just not willing to uproot my life at all to travel and meet/see him. He is too busy to come my way, so I guess that's it. Then I joined match.com. It's whatever. I'm not excited or hopeful or anything. I start talking to another widow that's like 3 hrs away. (not too bad in Texas distance). I know I over-analyze everything but I mentioned something I was going to do and he was like.... "So much I wanted to do. I still can"
I didn't bring up anything about it. But it keeps speaking to me.... there is so much I wanted to do and I'm not sure if I still can. I keep trying, but are they pipe dreams or can they be a reality? Ugh