Bowman and I weren't married when he died. We both had gone through bad marriages and divorces and weren't ready to "make it legal" just yet. Although I proposed to him on Leap Year Day in 2012 and we joked about getting married on the 40th anniversary of our first date - 11/14/2015. (Quick back story - we were sweethearts in junior high, dated for two years, I got scared he would dump me when he went to the high school and dumped him first. Regretted it immediately. Things were said and done that were hurtful during the breakup and we didn't speak for over 30 years. He showed up on Facebook as a friend of a friend 5 years ago and it was like the thirty years apart had never happened.) He died 01/20/2014 in a car accident on his way to work. Luckily, he had revised his will, his power of attorney, and his health care advanced directives just a few months before the accident and I was the executor of his estate . . . we wanted to make sure that there were legal "protections" in place if something should happen to one of us. My wonderful sister and my wonderful mother both told me at the funeral that it didn't matter if there was a "piece of paper" stating I was his wife - we had been in a committed relationship and that God knew the love in our hearts. The legal system needed the official form from the Probate Court, though, before anyone would talk to me about anything.
I am blessed that his children and his family accepted me as family.