Thx for you response and kindness.
My wife as widowed as well. Her husband passed away a few mths prior to my wife. We knew each other thru our kids, it was awesome relationship. We thought we had been dealt these cards and the future look bright. I always said it was a match made in heaven but once again, this time with no notice life changes directions. What people see is not truly me. I smile for my kids but, heartbroken and lost inside.
Happiness was yesterday. Someday I hope to find inner peace.
Not sure where one goes when we leave here cant be all for nothing.
Find love once is great to find love a second time is rare, this is my opinion. To be widowed twice really WTF, both of them got short changed in life. So a lot of what I believed in one time has all gone out the window.
People suggest to move forward I am up to that so I ask, what does that mean? What would they like to see, no answers. For me I know my path. moving forward is slow, one has to rebuild within, find out who they are and what they are once again
HI,
Maybe I am just venting and I know I am not the only person in world with issues and being widowed twice. Lots of questions with no answers. Life lesson, I am not sure of.
One day at a time as tomorrow is really too far.
Everyday my thoughts are not here.
I truly miss them both.