Carey Posted September 21, 2015 Share Posted September 21, 2015 He died 11/23. So now I keep think 2 years ago right now I was ..... he was still here.....we were .... And that damn "On this Day" app on FB is still bringing up memories. This morning it reminded me that in 2010 we were snuggling in front of the TV watching stupid movies on a rainy day and I was thankful for him. Which lead to me switching my phone to "his" playlist and it's played over and over for the last hour and a half. Torturing myself. I know I am and I don't know why I don't just stop it. His presence or the lack thereof is suddenly bigger than it was over the summer. The switch to fall will always make me think of those days leading up to the worst day of my life. I really thought this would be better now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
donswife Posted September 21, 2015 Share Posted September 21, 2015 My worst day will be 10/18 still can't take it all in and Like you I thought it would be better now and its the opposite thinking of you and can totally relate wish I could say something more profound to help Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jen Posted September 24, 2015 Share Posted September 24, 2015 No great words tonight, just a thousand thousand tight (((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CHM1988 Posted September 30, 2015 Share Posted September 30, 2015 11/18 for me, I'm right there with you. *hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lcoxwell Posted September 30, 2015 Share Posted September 30, 2015 This resonated with me, today. I think I was doing the whole "torturing myself" thing last night, and for what? That only leaves me feeling far worse, and doesn't bring any kind of comfort or solace at all. ANYWAY, no great words of wisdom here. I just wanted you to know I understand. (((Hugs))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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