past 6 years on the 21st

[pms1954]

It was 6 years on the 21st. 6 years. How can that be? So much has happened. I have no contact with his son. His ex-daughter in law chewed me out for talking about him to his grand daughters (13 and 14 1/2) because it makes them too sad. I work where he worked when he died now, with a lot of the same people. The youngest grandchild when he died is now 10. I tell the same stories over and over, because that's how I keep him alive. At least his memory.

 

There still isn't a day that goes by I don't feel that ache in my heart. That I don't miss him. I still have dreams, some good, some hurtful, about him being gone. I've accepted that my life is forever changed. That I will spend the rest of my life, no matter where I am in the journey, missing him and wishing he was here to share this life with me. Be here so I could talk out things with him. How can it be 6 years....

[WifeLess]

pms1954,

 

My 6 year point was several months ago. Yes, it is very hard to believe that so much time has passed. I wish you a measure of peace this holiday season.

 

--- WifeLess

[MauiMermaid]

(((Hugs))). Time passes but missing our love is always something we'll carry with us. Wishing you peace and that the pain will soften some more. I so understand every word. xoxoxo

[Torn]

I'm no where near 6 years, however I am grateful that you couple of members offer us all hope and wish you guys a Merry Christmas