Sugarbell Posted April 11, 2016 Share Posted April 11, 2016 My stress level has been at an all time high...and so is my dreaming..like several dreams a night. And lately I have been thinking about how much different life is now at 8.5 years out...how much my kids ha e grown since he died (they were babies) and how if it came back he would be a complete stranger to them. So after my dream about cautiously driving around a cliff top highway without guardrails but coming back feeling totally exhilarated that I did it...I dream the ole he faked his death dream. He faked the suicide...but then went crazy...and knew he was going crazy which is why he wanted us to think he was dead...He went homeless, lived under bridges, long hair beard, talked to himself...all this was shown in a movie to me so I could see how he had been living for the past 8 years. Then he does kill himself...and his voice tells me "Now I am really gone..but finally free". Sigh. This is why I am tired all the time lately..I have like movies going on in my head when I sleep Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
klim Posted April 11, 2016 Share Posted April 11, 2016 if only you could change the channel...romcoms are much more relaxing ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoVerySad Posted April 12, 2016 Share Posted April 12, 2016 Our minds sure can play havoc with us, SB. I'm sorry yours has been leading you to these upsetting dreams. Sending tight hugs... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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