gracelet Posted July 23, 2022 Share Posted July 23, 2022 I wonder if she'd be happy for me, that I love and am loved. That I'm thriving and living. That my second wife wins every time, hands down. That I'm now carrying the child we wanted, but it isn't hers. I still can't help but think that her final act of suicide was one done to control me - to try to govern and define my life, to claim me as bound to her forever, as opposed to one taken to end her pain. Thinking back, I really do wonder how I fell in love with her and why, despite everything, I still do love her and miss her smell. It's been nine years. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hachi Posted July 25, 2022 Share Posted July 25, 2022 I do believe that if it is at all possible that she would be happy for you. Her pain is over and she would find joy in your happiness. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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