hachi Posted June 25, 2015 Share Posted June 25, 2015 Everything is different, and yet nothing has changed. It was a lifetime ago and it feels like it just happened yesterday. My life is full of great friends, family that truly cares for me, a new guy. And yet sometimes it feels empty. I feel like I am living this life of opposites. This has been an emotional month. On Father's Day my daughter posted this on Facebook. It reminded me of a post I made a few months after my husband passed away, this picture with the comment that some empty places just can't be filled. For a long time it was my avatar. I posted a link to it on my FB page and New Guy got a little upset about it. Then he saw the date and said he felt like a jerk and apologized. I accepted his apology but asked him if the date really made a difference. Which led to a discussion about grief and dates, and anniversaries which wreak havoc on the heart. I have been spending a bit of time in that rocking chair lately as I come up on the 3 year anniversary. Reliving the last few days as our time together got small. As sad as it makes me, I am happy still that he got to do it on his terms, in a place that he loved. But I don't miss him any less... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BrokenHeart2 Posted June 25, 2015 Share Posted June 25, 2015 I bet you don't miss him any less. I'm feeling that missing tonight so strong just over 2 yrs out. Not sure why but it hurts like hell. Hugs to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wheelerswife Posted June 25, 2015 Share Posted June 25, 2015 Hugs, hachi. I understand not missing him any less. Maureen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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