In the last 4 years i lost my sister, my mother, my disabled brother who was living with me, then my husband on june 6th. We been together for 23 years. I don't know how to be alone. I am scared my house is so empty. I have a reoccurring nightmare that I run home to tell my husband something good that happened to me but I cannot find him, then I look for my mother etc then realize I am all alone again. The best part of life is sharing it with someone without that what do we have and how do we enjoy anything?