Par4

It makes me so sad that it's all just gone.Though I hate the way they did it, I suppose I can understand being done with it after 13 years. But its such a shame that it all had to disappear. I don't understand the internet enough, I wish it could at least remain there to be read. 😟

Adenocarcinoma. It metastasized to his liver, his whole abdomen was full of it. He felt a little punky in April, was diagnosed in May and was gone in June (2009). He was scheduled to have a port placed on Monday, but he didn't make it, he died on Saturday instead. Completely unexpected. I was so very angry with the Dr's (still am when I can't keep the thoughts at bay) because they never did anything at all to help him. No treatment, no pain management, NOTHING. Just test after test, then passed him off to the next Dr. We were so helpless & had no idea how sick he really was. Yes fuck cancer!