Hello,I am Lisa and a 36 close to be 37 year old widow.I lost my husband of 10 years to cancer in March.It was very hard and it hit me when he passed away.He was a good man to me and always treated me right.He was also a great step dad to my 3 kids.Everything is looking good now,lot of help from his family and friends including my family and friends.Have been seeing a therapist on this and says I am doing better.Good thing is I am not hurting for money,I get his pension from the shop he retired at 3 years ago.I miss his great laugh,had a great sense of humor and times on the front porch having a couple beers with him too.