Neil2477

Thank you for the post and positive words Maureen XX I am 6 weeks into a very Long journey I think but this forum has been a Positive eye opener Thanks again X

Hello br0peth So sorry for your loss my friend , Sadly I am in the same situation as you and I feel your pain , My Lynn passed away also some weeks ago and I fully understand your issues and the endless questions rolling around in your head and Heart My story is that on the 4th November I had been out shopping etc and returned home to find my lynn had passed away whilst I was out ! I knew instantly that She had already gone but franticly tried to get her back ! All the while knowing it was too late , I had to go through the whole CPR process till the Ambulance arrived but Knew that She had gone Lynn had COPD but died of Undiagnosed Severe Bronchial pneumonia ! Anger with a failed system doesnt even touch the sides ! I am now 6 weeks along and staring down the Barrel of Xmas here in the house with Our 12 year old son , and dreading everyday . Since joining this forum last night I have realised that there ae indeed so many tragic storys and experiences but we can all help eachother get through and Live our lives but will ALWAYS Cherish and Love the happy memorys Keep on Living my friends your Loved ones would NOT want to see you despair and spiral ! All the Best my friends