BrokenHeart2 Posted December 26, 2015 Share Posted December 26, 2015 Now would be 'our time' during the Christmas rush. My stepkids would be elsewhere and we would be done the 'family time' and now and Boxing Day was ' our time'. Ouch it's here and He isn't. This just sucks Feels like forever and yesterday: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rW7fGtECeH0 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Torn Posted December 26, 2015 Share Posted December 26, 2015 From 1 widow to another,peace be with you,and I sure hope your beautiful memories bring you a but of comfort. I missed my after kid time aswell....ToRn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
donswife Posted December 26, 2015 Share Posted December 26, 2015 so right I miss after we would host christmas eve , the quiet time where it was just us two , opening presents we gave to each other and talking about the night oh I so miss those time yup it sucks ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mmg19 Posted December 26, 2015 Share Posted December 26, 2015 I am so relating to these feelings and emotions. Really thought I had it all under control and the grief monster was giving me a pass this year. Not happening. The kids are sleeping in this morning and remembering DH and that quiet time after all the festivities were over is hitting me hard right now. Having my morning coffee alone and feeling that life will never be the same. Time to shake it off and begin my mantra "I can do this". Sending warm hugs to all the widows/widowers out there and we will face a new year and life will be kind and loving again because we have no choice and that is what we do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WifeLess Posted December 26, 2015 Share Posted December 26, 2015 Brokenheart2, Sorry you are alone today. I hope you are able to feel his presence on this special day. --- WifeLess Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoVerySad Posted December 26, 2015 Share Posted December 26, 2015 I'm sorry you are hurting so much right now, BH2. Sending you tight, tight hugs... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jess Posted December 26, 2015 Share Posted December 26, 2015 I pretty much spent Christmas eve on the couch in the fetal position just crippled from missing him and remembering how that was "our time", so I can relate a little to you missing your time with DH. I hope this wave crashes and dissolves soon for you, BH2. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BrokenHeart2 Posted December 27, 2015 Author Share Posted December 27, 2015 Thank you All for your support. I survived the day although a weepy one (been a while to have one of these days). This site is so great for all of to share this horrid journey with that not too many understand IRL. Hugs to all of you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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