AubreeAnn Posted July 7, 2016 Share Posted July 7, 2016 July is so hard. His favorite holiday is in July, his birthday is in July and our anniversary is in July. It's all just so hard. I just want to squeeze my eyes closed as tight as I can, grab my head and just hold myself like that until all of this disappears and when I open my eyes it'll all be okay and back to the way it should be and he and I would be cuddled in bed watching his favorite show like we always did. He was always here to make me feel better, to feel safe. UGH why can't this all just be a bad dream? :'( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kater Posted July 7, 2016 Share Posted July 7, 2016 Ya, that's the double whammy most people don't get. The person that helped us through the rough patches is not here to help us get through the loss of that very person. Sending you a hug. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
donswife Posted July 7, 2016 Share Posted July 7, 2016 "The person that helped us through the rough patches is not here to help us get through the loss of that very person. " so true- AubreeAnn sending you a huge hug Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoVerySad Posted July 7, 2016 Share Posted July 7, 2016 I'm sorry this is such a difficult month. I understand just wishing somehow it has been an extended nightmare that you can wake up from and have your old life back. Sending you love and tight hugs... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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