Guest Lost35 Posted July 25, 2016 Share Posted July 25, 2016 FINALLY!! There was that few months early on when I kept having these horrible repetitive dreams in which we were somewhere and I saw him and he never spoke and wouldn't look at me. I never saw his face. In these dreams (at the time it was continuous when I got any sleep), he had left me and wouldn't talk to me or acknowledge my existence. It was excruciating. I think then, my brain was trying to find some reason for his sudden disappearance. Then, for years, there was nothing. I've always wondered about that. I think it was PTSD related, and my body was so vigilant that it wouldn't even let me dream about him. It will be eight years in November, and finally, I had a dream we were together. I saw him and he looked at me, though he still didn't speak. It was so lovely to wake up with his smile in my mind. I've waited so long...I never did find any recordings, so I'm really looking forward to whenever he might speak. I wonder if it will ever happen again? I think maybe it has been long enough that my body is starting to relax. Maybe I can start to think about him and dream about him and it won't be so hard, physically. Anyway, it probably sounds silly, but it really felt significant. I finally had a good dream! -L. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
widowat33 Posted July 25, 2016 Share Posted July 25, 2016 Oh it doesn't sound silly at all! I'm sure it feels great to have a good dream about him especially after almost eight years. I hope he speaks to you in the next one.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
donswife Posted July 25, 2016 Share Posted July 25, 2016 doesn't sound silly at all I love having those dreams , such a comfort hopefully you will have more to come Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trying Posted July 25, 2016 Share Posted July 25, 2016 Most of my dreams have mostly been upsetting, with him returning without explanation and not answering my questions. The rare times I have a dream about him where he is just there feel like a gift so I understand it being a comfort to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
swilson Posted July 25, 2016 Share Posted July 25, 2016 Glad you had a good dream. I've good ones and some very weird. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marjoe Posted July 27, 2016 Share Posted July 27, 2016 i'm very glad for you, Lost. And - not silly at all. I've had a couple of these dreams, and the feeling I get is - within the dream, I'm thinking to myself, this is real. And it does feel real, like for those moments Joe & I are in the same parallel universe (or something like that, kinda). It's pretty wonderful, actually. ((Hugs!)) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Lost35 Posted August 5, 2016 Share Posted August 5, 2016 Thank you for the replies...It was such a relief after all these years. Nothing since, but that it okay, at least it happened. -L. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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