Helena Posted January 13, 2017 Share Posted January 13, 2017 Sometimes I feel life is pretty good and sometimes it really sucks. How could my husband just die and leave his three small children without a father? Totally unexpected on a beautiful day.. He had a family, a successful career, friends -he had everything you can wish for and now it´s all gone. I can get really mad and I want to punch him in the face but he´s not here and he will never come back, never ever. When I fall in these holes of grief I´m so afraid of not getting up although I know I have managed to climb up many times before. Just needed to vent.. Hugs to you all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
First Widow Posted January 13, 2017 Share Posted January 13, 2017 Hugs to you Helena. I'm at 20 months now and I'm still shocked by how angry I can be with him. My daughter put a candle holder at the cemetery a week after the funeral and grocery shopping last night I passed the candles in the Goya section and had an angry conversation in my head with him, telling him he could get his own damned candles. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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