Trying Posted September 20, 2017 Share Posted September 20, 2017 I sit here crying for him like I haven't in a while. As my present and my future keep pulling me forward I find myself looking back to my life with him. I have been over the anger for some time now but today it is there, why him? Why us? Why did I have to make all new dreams after 25 years of dreaming with him? Why do my kids have to grow up without their Dad? Tomorrow I will go back to acceptance and looking forward but today I really need wallow in my grief and acknowledge how much I miss him and our life together. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wheelerswife Posted September 20, 2017 Share Posted September 20, 2017 I understand, my friend. Grief mixes weirdly with hope for the future, eh? Hugs to you today. Maureen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Julester3 Posted September 20, 2017 Share Posted September 20, 2017 Hugs!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MR Posted September 20, 2017 Share Posted September 20, 2017 Tight Hug... I suppose whole our life will be like this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Abitlost Posted September 20, 2017 Share Posted September 20, 2017 This is a very familiar feeling. The only thing that makes it more bearable for me now than in the early years is that I know that I will catch my breath and return to acceptance. I also know there will forever be waves of grief that knock me down again, and it's okay to lean in to them. Hugs, abl Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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