Guest look2thesky Posted May 24, 2015 Share Posted May 24, 2015 When you realize you can Love again, You Know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stevesbabyness Posted May 26, 2015 Share Posted May 26, 2015 I'm not sure if I'll ever know. I still feel massive guilt (think it's, as was said above, guilt from 'What would everyone say?' rather than what I think I know, though). I met new guy early on (about eight months out) and within three months he moved in. I think most everyone around me figured it to be a loneliness thing -- which perhaps it may have been. It's changed, and in line with the 'apples to oranges', it feels a very different connection than I had with LH who was absolutely my soul mate. The more I get to know new guy, the more I understand him, and thus, the more I love him and want to be with him. I believe LH would want me to find love. I believe he knows how very much I had lost myself through the dark times (both whilst he was alive with his drinking and emotional abuse and then after his death). As I keep saying to myself, I'm not gone. We've only one go 'round on this big blue marble, and I must find some semblance of happiness for as long as I'm here... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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