BrokenHeart2 Posted May 30, 2015 Share Posted May 30, 2015 Well here I am awake before 6 am thinking where did the last 2 yrs of my life go and WTF am I going to do with my life now. I held a dinner last night with DHs family and my 2 20 something stepkids are here now and my niece. We had a lovely evening. I am blessed with his family and so lost at the same time. How did this happen that I am here and he isn't here with me. Oh I hate this so much. Sometimes I feel like my 20 yrs with him was a dream that somehow changed over to a nightmare. I want him back so much and I could also hear him tell me to get on with it because that's not going to happen. I miss you Babe so much. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JeanGenie Posted May 30, 2015 Share Posted May 30, 2015 Sending you hugs BrokenHeart Just passed my 2 yr sadiversary and you hit the nail on the head--WTF pretty much sums it up!! Yes, this all seems so surreal and what are we supposed to do with our lives now?? Beats me but for today, I'll send you some virtual hugs. Be kind to yourself today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trying Posted May 30, 2015 Share Posted May 30, 2015 Tight hugs BH2. Days like this it's harder to imagine how to "get on with it". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CBB Posted May 30, 2015 Share Posted May 30, 2015 Huge hugs Brokenheart. I had the same thoughts exactly. I get it. No grand words of wisdom here. One day at a time. Cyndi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Kamcho Posted May 30, 2015 Share Posted May 30, 2015 Mine was March. It was not fun. In some ways worse than the first one. I will always miss my baby. He was awesome. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jen Posted May 30, 2015 Share Posted May 30, 2015 Oh, hugs, hugs. I wish I knew of a magic fix. Thinking of you... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoVerySad Posted May 30, 2015 Share Posted May 30, 2015 Sending you tight, tight hugs, BH2... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canadiangirl Posted May 30, 2015 Share Posted May 30, 2015 ((BH2)) With you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BrokenHeart2 Posted May 31, 2015 Author Share Posted May 31, 2015 Thank you for your kind supportive words and thoughts. You have no idea what it means to me (well maybe you do ). Today turned out better than I thought it would and for that I am grateful Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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