cmf Posted August 22, 2015 Share Posted August 22, 2015 I don't know what else to say. I have no earthly idea how five years have passed. It isn't soul crushing any longer. My life is totally different now. Most days in a good way, but other days I miss my old life so much it stops me in my tracks. I went to his memorial stone this morning with some flowers and my breakfast. It is on our city's hike and bike trail so it isn't a cemetery setting, but out among people enjoying their daily run. I'm not sure if I'm actually allowed to leave flowers, but I do every year. More than anything I want him to be remembered because he was an awesome person and did so much with his too few days on this earth. I am blessed that he shared them with me. ______________________________________ VDS 11/8/59-8/22/10 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jen Posted August 22, 2015 Share Posted August 22, 2015 (((((((HUGS)))))))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trying Posted August 22, 2015 Share Posted August 22, 2015 The days are long but the years fly by...(((cmf))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Prettylady6464 Posted January 3, 2016 Share Posted January 3, 2016 Hey there, cmf! I pray life is treating you well. It's crunches from the former YWBB! We're close to same timeframe! Similarly to you, just thinking about this incredible loss still stops me in my tracks! I'm grateful to God I was able to begin to rebuild, but it required a totally different path of living than what I was on with my husband! And yet, I still cry for him in disbelief of his absence. I think I will always shed a tear over his absence in my life. HUGS! To you, just wanted to drop a line to say hello and I've missed you! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest k3songs Posted January 25, 2016 Share Posted January 25, 2016 Going on six years for me It's so very hard without him. I came across some of his papers and books, things he had written for work. I sat and cried. What do I do with these things? I packed them up again and put them away, i probably will look again in a few years. I can't throw them out. I miss that man so much. He was such a big part of my life, I have lost a half of myself. The best half really. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
duckie Posted January 26, 2016 Share Posted January 26, 2016 Hi cmf, I'm a bit late here but, I'm thinking of you anyway! Five years is a bit mind-boggling. I'm still a bit confused by it all myself. The memorial stone sounds lovely - wish I had one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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