Today I will have to put my(our) cat down. He is the last connection with DH, my brother and mother. DH and my brother choose him in a shelter, it was a "present" for my mother(she loved cats). She made us promise to take care of him should anything happen to her, she died 4 months later. We took him in. My brother died 7 months later(cancer), almost three years later my husband died unexpectedly. And now, the same week my brother died in April I have to let him go. I'm so sad and soo tired of saying goodbye.
Just needed to get it out, thanks for listening!