Today has been preying on my mind more and more in the lead up to the day. It wasn't so bad. We have a house full of friends and family so party of 8 went to visit a museum, then we had a BBQ with neighbors, party of 16. I was distracted/preoccupied but everything went pretty smoothly. Lots of kids enjoying themselves. Been thinking of DW and GF a lot. This week more DW, usually more GF. Long distance relationships are tough. Realized today that what I would really like is to come home to GF. Been thinking about it alot. We will see if happens, won't be easy, or quick.