HvnBound Posted May 4, 2015 Share Posted May 4, 2015 (I had this novel all typed up earlier but when I hit preview I got sent back to the login screen and had to redo) Today it is three years. Wow, three years. Let that sink in a bit. I just did. I lit a candle, raised some OJ, lit a cig at 7:35. I said Hi Bob, happy third year in Heaven. That was it for the celebration. I have had some cool signs this weekend and everything will slowly happen the way I feel it will deep in my soul. It is still getting better. DH said I would never survive without him, but I did, I am and I will. My life is totally different. I am still trying to figure out things. I am not used to not getting screamed at for my ADD acting up issues. Very cool! Loving this new life. I loved DH but we had issues and I will always love him, he loved me in his way but was flawed, but so was I. I have not felt this type of love in my life and I am happy. I just have to get the house sold. I am going to downsize even more than previously thought. I no longer have the birthday or anniversary cards - gone. His clothes are gone. I am a more direct person than I ever was before, I am a survivor and I will thrive and will do all the things on my bucket list and I will live! (Still true about me, posted this at the 13 week mark) Keep on keeping on and I hope the best for all of us. I have watched others in my timeline to grow and to live too and they are an inspiration to me, so have been some of the older ones from the YWBB, thank you for inspiring me!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Captains wife Posted May 4, 2015 Share Posted May 4, 2015 Good for you re: your attitude and moving forward. This is NOT easy ! I like to read positive stories on here, it is inspiring. Love your comment "Loving this new life"....I am almost at 3 years too..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Needytoo Posted May 4, 2015 Share Posted May 4, 2015 Thanks for your inspirational words. Hugs to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WifeLess Posted May 5, 2015 Share Posted May 5, 2015 HvnBound, Yes, as difficult as it was at first to believe, this new life can indeed be loved. I wish you continued growth as you pass your 3 year point. --- WifeLess Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IfIonlycould Posted May 5, 2015 Share Posted May 5, 2015 Keep on keeping on and I hope the best for all of us. I have watched others in my timeline to grow and to live too and they are an inspiration to me, so have been some of the older ones from the YWBB, thank you for inspiring me!!! HvnBound- I wish the best for you too, I know by reading your posts this journey has not been easy but you just keep pushing through, I am sure you too have been an inspration to others. Hugs and continued peace to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MissingSquish Posted May 19, 2015 Share Posted May 19, 2015 I love your positivity about the future, as well as your perspective. Keep on! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Komlas Posted May 21, 2015 Share Posted May 21, 2015 You have come a long way and it's hard to believe it's been 3 years. I am coming up on three years in a couple of months and I can't tell you how much has changed. I don't feel like I am fully out of the woods but things are better... I just keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. So glad your doing well.... Keep on going .... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest mawidow Posted May 21, 2015 Share Posted May 21, 2015 This new life is all yours and you deserve to be proud of every inch of it. Wishing you happiness and love in every form. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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