November

Over the weekend I will be in my hometown meeting a friend. I requested we eat at a restaurant that is near an ex-boyfriends house and I'm hoping I run into him.

I agree with you. When someone tells me that- the "you're young you'll find someone soon"... I tell them where at Walmart or McDonald's because those are the two places I hang out now.

I'm November because my husband use to tell me that his life changed when he met me in November. He also propose to me the 5Th of November and it is also my birthday.

Thanks everyone. I'm a little better. I don't know why this wave is so hard to shake out of. I have this overwhelming sadness that stays all day and hits even harder at night. I will be going out of town to visit my sister. I was going to wait til the weekend to leave but I feel so consumed with my grief right now that I asked for a couple of days off from work and I will be leaving tomorrow. Hopefully a change of scenery will help. Thanks again and I will keep you guys posted.

This day 8 months ago my world came crashing down the life I had/lived and my husband were taken from me and today I can't seem to get it together. I don't understand I seemed to be fine last month even yesterday, but today ALL HELL BROKE LOSE and I feel so much pain...raw ugly intense pain..My heart aches so bad, I'm dizzy and nauseous, head hurts, my eyes burn from so much crying. And I can't control it I can't stop it. It's like I'm going under water and can't come up for air. What happened to "it gets easier with time"??

Everytime our cars had issues my husband would deal with them and that scares me so much.. I wouldn't even know what to do if I get a flat tire. But ever since my husband died 8 months ago I have had to deal with something that has broken in the house from outside to inside big and small. Today I will be meeting a roofer because when it rains water leaks into my room and the leak is right on top of my bed! This will be a 2nd opinion because the 1st one wants to charge me $2500 to move my AC (which is on top of the roof) because according to him that's my problem. I hope he is not trying to rip me off!

Hi everyone. Just to update.....I'm not doing a very good job on keeping or making my goals, I am still working out for 30 mins at night but I have not gone to bed earlier...well I will go to bed, but end up falling asleep very very late (usually around 12 or 1am) thus making it impossible for me to get up at 5am for a run/fast walk on treadmill. BUT I will keep trying!

Desk job...I have kids! Food: Italian or Mexican

I don't think I'm really ready for much more than half naked cuddling. I ditto this

Hello everyone! My confessions are: *I try to remember the bad times me and my husband had so I won't feel sad. *I am now buying lots of foam plates and cups so I don't have to wash dishes. *I think I like my kid's soccer coach...Not sure if it's mutual..(But I think it's just me wanting it to be!) *There is another soccer mom whom I don't like- Let me tell you why. She's my age, she is super hot- thin/very good looking lady- and I don't like her because I've seen the soccer coach eyeing her. Well last weeks game I had to sit next to her and we started talking turns out she is very nice and easy to talk too-- Bitch!!!!

Hi everyone, I ordered the 21 day fix and I am on day 6. Since the workouts are only 30 mins. My other goal is to also wake up earlier to get at least 30 mins. of walking/running on treadmill. And I want to go to bed earlier. I tried to get up early and start my morning routine on the treadmill last week but I just couldn't get up. I will keep you all posted!

Our wedding in 2000. Rigo at the birth of our children.

Hi I'm Leslie was November on YWBB. I lost my husband on 7/20/14 due to road rage. We were visiting his parents in Mexico and on our way home a drunk driver in a truck cut in front of us almost hitting us. My husband and the man had a verbal exchange and the driver of that truck pulled out a gun and shot my husband. He was 41. We were married for 15 years. I miss him very much everyday but I see him in our 3 beautiful children.

My 9 yr old son was 1 of 2- 4Th grade students that got chosen to participate in a mathematical school competition which is always mostly 5 & 6 graders and will be competing with other schools and my 13 yr old daughter audition to be in a little mermaid musical and got a lead role. I'm very proud of my children.