Lmsmdm Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 It's about the 2 hour mark before my nightmare began. For the last 2 weeks I have been on an emotional roller coaster. I know from experience that the lead up is worse than the actual day, however it's getting to me right now. Exhausted as I have broken into tears over stupid shit that normally does not get to me. I am full of mixed emotions right now, sobbing and laughing, angry and sad. I miss his silly ass!! Went to the local Firehall tonight and they had the music station on from the local cable....5 of "our" songs played!! For the most part, I am happy with life these days, but tonight....... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sugarbell Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Sending you peace and strength as you approach the day. I get it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lcoxwell Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Those crazy, emotional roller coasters! I wish we could live our lives without them, but I guess they are a testament and a reminder of our love. Wishing you much peace, as you face the day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoVerySad Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Sending you love and tight hugs! I'm glad you got those songs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Carey Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 I love moments like that,where it seems he's speaking to me through music. Maybe a bunch of bunk but I love the warm feeling I get and I choose to believe it. Hugs to you ... seems no matter how far away it gets, there are just some days that will forever be hard for us. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
imissdow Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Being in the same time frame I totally get this. July 10th was his birthday he would have been 52 and then he died 4 days later. My nerves are frayed I have cried more then I thought I would. Guess I figured this year would be different. Yet, I still really miss him. We will make it thru this. Hugs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ManutesGirl Posted July 1, 2015 Share Posted July 1, 2015 Happens every year to me too. My 4 years is coming up in October. Sending widda love! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lmsmdm Posted July 2, 2015 Author Share Posted July 2, 2015 Thanks everyone. I survived as expected. I even made it thru the entire day at work. A first. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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