Mac Posted December 14, 2015 Share Posted December 14, 2015 At this point of my "journey," I feel as though the more I learn the less I know. I am ok with that. I guess it's more of a factor of living in the now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
trying2breathe Posted December 15, 2015 Share Posted December 15, 2015 mac You're usually upbeat, hope you're okay? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freelancing Posted December 15, 2015 Share Posted December 15, 2015 None of it is pointless. Its like growing up all over again asking what the need is for learning geography. Stored information comes in handy during transitional periods. This is a major transition filled with extreme emotions such as depression and boredom that makes it difficult to remember the day to day changes you made with far less effort and greater ease. I treated my grief like a giant puzzle in that I kept trying to put pieces together to make sense of. Most of my answers related back to all I learned in my childhood. This answers the question of why mental health workers always want to know about a person's childhood and past experiences. Anyhoo, the stored information surfaced when I needed it. I still have "aha" moments. Hope this helps. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
swilson Posted December 15, 2015 Share Posted December 15, 2015 Some days I think of a line from Bob Dylan's song My Back Pages "Ah, I was so much older then, I'm younger than that now." Life has a way of rearranging priorities and such. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mac Posted December 24, 2015 Author Share Posted December 24, 2015 mac You're usually upbeat, hope you're okay? Thanks so much trying2breathe. I'm doing fine. Just a statement of how I'm feeling, certainly more of living in the now and discovering an incredibly whole new life. One re-occurring thought: "The love that you gave me and left me with, makes this all so much easier!" I do have much to be grateful for. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IfIonlycould Posted December 24, 2015 Share Posted December 24, 2015 Mac-I get it. You know the saying "I used to have all the answers, now I don't even know the questions' ? I say that alot now. There has been a shift in me too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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