MR

Please accept my deepest condolences as I am going thru the same thing where I think everyday what if I didn't take her to doctor that day but one day my daughter told me that if not that day it could happen on another day and then you will think why I cancelled the first one. It is a great forum as we are able to connect with everyone who is going thru the similar journey. Check out the link below and you will see in the last one girl lost her husband of 10 days on honeymoon. http://www.myspouseisdead.com/2008/07/grieving-sudden-death.html?showComment=1470886645558#c6163165533101934990 I am hoping god will give us strength.

Thanks SemperFidelis and Julester3 for kind words. I feel same way as you Julester3 considering my wife was in pain for last few years and was involved in all tasks but me or kids were helping her. If I was gone it would have been more painful path for them considering she was not able to drive for more than 15 min due to pain. Hopefully good will give us strength to go thru the journey which we never choose.

Hi Bill, I lost my wife on the same day too. Hopefully things will get better soon. Hugs MR

Mcdc10 Sorry for your loss. I am in similar situation as you. It is going to get tougher before it gets better that's what it seems to me at this point of time. Hugs MR

I lost my wife of 20 years on Aug 30 2016 due to a medical injury. I was not prepared and never even thought of it. I have 2 kids 19 and 14. I came to this forum to check what others are doing to move forward as I am in deep pain but can't show in front of kids as don't want to make them weak. All my family is at-least 16 hours of flight so only support i get is on phone. Found this forum really helpful as no I can meet people with similar situation and I can see that I am not insane when I am talking to her pics or crying while driving / parking lots. She was center of my universive and now feels empty and don't know what to do. I am only getting 4-5 hours of sleep and rest of the time I am tossing around in bed. I am trying to go to gym but getting exhausted in 20-25 min. Trying to eat healthly and keep a check on weight loss and BP. I don't know why god puts us in this situation but must be a reason I hope. Planning to start some meditation if that helps. Just wanted to say thanks to everyone for sharing and caring about others. Tx MR