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Big decisions like this are scary, But I like Klim approach. You will know.

Beautiful!!!!!!!!

I am glad you were able to find a moment of peace. I definitely can relate to finding peace when you least expect it.

Fingers crossed

Omg ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!! I needed this laugh this morning ;D Not sure which is worse ha ha http://www.amazon.com/s/?ie=UTF8&keywords=vibrating+clone+a+willy&tag=googhydr-20&index=hpc&hvadid=64678582512&hvpos=1t1&hvexid=&hvnetw=g&hvrand=7707324578473911701&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=b&hvdev=t&ref=pd_sl_9o6623cqf9_b

Go get the groceries, that way you can focus on the garage tomorrow. (I know I'm an ass 8) )

I am a yes

I know this has been weighing heavy on you, so very good to hear its official

Hugs to you, wishing you moments of peace.

((((Hugs))))). I lost my K-k-k-atie about 1-1/2 years before my Big Guy, lung as well. She made it 4 years. It's been said before, but FUCK CANCER!!!!!!!!

Had me a complete mess!! Was cocky this week too after seeing previews. ((((Beyond life))))))))

I still get blasted with guilt now and again. Two nights before he died he was complaining and whining he didn't feel good, he had eaten 2 pints of strawberries and we had had big salad for dinner. He also had a habit of being a big baby, so it was not unusual for me to ask him did we need to call the doctor or go to the hospital, to help me put things in perspective. So he let out a 5 minute fart, and all was better. The night he died he started again, only this time it was 10:30 pm and I had to go to work in the morning. I asked him the question of hospital or dr, and he said no, so I proceeded to yell at him. 20minutes later I heard a crash and thud as he collapsed to the floor. He died in the ambulance @ 12:48am. I also deal with guilt as he had hep c and was technically on the liver transplant list, his weight was an issue though, and more than likely would not have made it to actually get a liver. Had he died from liver failure, that would not have been pretty. I would have had my sweet baby for at least 5-10 more years, but his death would have been slow and painful. About a year after he died, was the first time the thought flickerd in my head that I was a little grateful that I (and he) didn't have to go thru that. I was and am still horrified that I even allowed myself to think that.

Happy anniversary, wishing moments of peace.

I know the feeling of not wanting to hurt somebody. I am in a similar situation, but I'm in way deeper.

I like this idea

I should be able to make it

Missed the post, hope all is ok

Big hugs, fur babies are family too.

I think we all adore playboy neighbor!! ;D

Is anybody out there?

Very nice to have a helpful, tall neighbor :

Yes we are allowed to have bad days!!!!!! Big hugs to you!!! I point blank tell people I am having a bad day, that I will get over it, and walk away. I remember one particularly bad day, I yelled at my mother "Jesus, just for once can I have a bad day without you trying to make me better!!!!" Of course I felt like an ass afterwards, but for that fleeting moment it sure felt good.

I've been silent, hoping I could make it, but alas I can't. :-[

Chuckled when I first saw this thread.......I certainly wasn't old enough to have a problem reading the chalk. I was wrong!! Ha ha

Ditto on both, biotin helps me too....when I remember to take it ha ha!