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if you took a test 2 years ago then now you take the same test and score way lower. if you are asked a simple math problem and just stare like you never heard of such a thing in your life(I must have looked so dumb). if you consistently forgot names, people, important things that before you would have never struggled for the word before. you can only focus on one thing at a time. will not do things just because it hurts so much, even if the consequences hurt as well.

Thank you all very much! The interview went great. The testing was a bit harder. I still have widow brain. The written test I took 2 years ago and got a 97% on it and today I got a 77%ick. I hope soon I do not feel so stupid. They did not ask. Lucky me.

I have a job interview coming up. During the interview if asked want do you say about being married, single, widow/er? Would you explain if asked, if so how? Anything I should do or not do during the interview?

Jen, I am wishing you peace and good memories of your precious Love Jim. Missing my Love so much, wishing everyday to be together. Needing the support, kind words, and soft touch. I heart brakes every time I remember my Love is gone again. The moments of blessing are the good memories and the things my Love taught me in the too short of time we were together. Anything less than forever is too short of time.

With all the things that happen last year adding one more to tell people just did not make since so I will just tell you. 2 months before my loved died we thought maybe I was pregnant. That means I would have had the baby within the last month to now. Wow does that hurts when you see families holding their new babies, people celebrating life when all you have is death. At the moment I am taking it as a blessing I do not have to go through pains of having a baby without my love but it hurts none the less.

Death is better than divorce. Work mate: We never wanted to work with someone who spouse died. (Best conversation I had with that person the whole time I was working there) Work mate normally just looked at me then left not even saying hi or bye. Always a favorite: You should be over it. Over it, are you joking, how do you get over death but with death itself? Remember this was and still is the love of my LIFE!

Micheal Thank you for starting this thread. I know it has changed a lot since it as moved. As some of your first posts. 1. This has got to be a form of PTSD 2. My baby wen to heaven and is probably talking to Robin Williams and Joan Rivers, i am so jealous. 3. I saw an old man walking with a cane the other day and said lucky. Even when the clouds lifted and reality sets in you still made a difference. You are getting attacked from people who have never been in your shoes. So next time some says you should not be sad your love died take off your shoes and tell them to walk a mile in them. No matter how old or young, many years or few with the one we started to weave our hearts together with theirs, we will have pain as the woven pieces of our hearts get torn out.