DH died from an extremely rare form of thymic carcinoma. It had a neuroendocrine component but was not a neuroendocrine tumor. We were married 5 months when I took him to the ER on January 6th due to severe abdominal pain. After a chest/ab CT the doctor came back and told us he had a large mass in the mediastinal region, tons of nodules on both lungs, tumors in his liver, pancreas, etc... His health had been declining rapidly but we weren't prepared for a terminal diagnosis. That date is seared in my mind forever. After 4 months on home hospice he died in October 2011. Never expected the in sickness and in health, till death do you part be forced upon us so soon.
While DH was sick I often had people say I don't know how you do it and it's so much work, don't you need more help. It was exhausting but it was just the life we were living and I really didn't think that much about it. Looking back now I can see what others were saying to me. I can't believe I (we) did all we did and kept things as normal as we could for as long as we could.