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You are not the first, and most certainly will not be the last. You're not an idiot, so there!! ;D

Big Guy had hep C.... I tried to donate, but sadly we couldn't. I however have been a donor since I was 17, and my mother told me to check the box on my license. I took me back a bit and told her I wasn't sure if I wanted to do it.....she said check the box, because if something happened to me I was a minor, and she would make it happen anyway ha ha. Box is still checked

I love them!!!

I know that many of us have done this.......here is mine, show me yours 8)

I am shopping for tents as we speak since my tent had an unfortunate incident with fart spray.

Nice suggestions, I know I struggled on how to honor those days. Our wedding day is just around the corner. I honor it with a nice quiet dinner at home with his favorites, and friends.

I gave my leftover pain meds from my hysterectomy to an old friend from school who is battling breast cancer.

I am not anti peep!! Ha ha I did post this as the coolest zamboni ever!

Ha ha maybe I do :-)

I must confess, even as a child I didn't like em

Welcome back!!

((((((Deedee))))))) it is so hard in the beginning. Just be kind to yourself. Know that your friends mean well, and they hate seeing you hurt. The first year looking back is a bit of a blur (July 1 I hit the 4 year mark). Part of me is miffed I don't remember it more clearly, while most of me is grateful. You are going to have horrible days in the future, however, and this is the big part you are also going to have moments, that turn into days where the sun will shine brightly and you will genuinely smile.

@robftc. I local police officer was killed not long after I joined the club. I had to tell her about here. I don't know if she ever made it to the board, but I found her on twitter, and my one and only tweet was to tell her about the board. I like the fact that you reached out. I hope she finds us too.

Congrats!!!

That being said, who is awake and ored?

Yes it's beyond helpful!!! Please keep it pinned!!

Jealous!!!!! I know you have forgone many a local bago for work!!! Glad you get to go!!!

I must quit looking at this thread. I came dangerously close to booking this afternoon. As much as I am "keen" (sorry but this jackass yank finds the term amusing ;D ) on making this bago, I must save my funds to get my ass back to Ireland with some of Big Guys ashes.

Ha ha...lol.....snort

There used to be one.....

Congrats, I'm glad things are going well!

Yes please!!! 8)

My best friend was widowed 20 years before me. She swooped in and slept with me that first horrible night alone. Talked when I wanted to, and sat in silence as well. She then gathered a small army and cleaned my house for the upcoming memorial, however I believe with the cleaning she fulfilled a little OCD fantasy of hers ;D. My clean is her filthy ha ha. Anyway, the point of this post. Before she went home after the memorial she sat me down and told me she was going to call me every night. I had to do one thing everyday, and taking a shower and feeding the cats didn't count they were mandatory. If I ignored said phone call she would come over. It didn't matter how big or small the task was. It could be as small as watering the plants, or as huge as one of those horrible phone calls, to the bank, insurance etc. I truly believe that it helped.

Cleaned the heck out of my second floor this weekend. Managed to toss 15 tops, and even a pair of shoes. That's right Big Guy, you heard right SHOES!! :

Never would we try to loose you sweet lady @billskim