Jen Posted August 13, 2016 Share Posted August 13, 2016 I'm sorry, y'all... I'm here (sort of) but I don't have it in me right now to speak up. Please know I'm thinking of you all. <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoVerySad Posted August 13, 2016 Share Posted August 13, 2016 I'm having a little trouble participating right now myself. Lately, I have started so many replies and then didn't feel I could find the words I needed to. (Yep, me, the wordy one, unable to find words!). Like you, my heart is always full of concern for our fellow members. Love you, Jen! Tight hugs... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lisa Posted August 14, 2016 Share Posted August 14, 2016 Virtual hugs all around Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
momtokam Posted August 14, 2016 Share Posted August 14, 2016 Hugs Jen.... I haven't been up to a lot of posting on here either lately. I am thinking about you though. I know it sucks. I wish I could take away some of your pain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amor Posted August 14, 2016 Share Posted August 14, 2016 Thank you for thinking of us all. (Hugs) Amor Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Trying Posted August 15, 2016 Share Posted August 15, 2016 (((Jen))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kjs1989 Posted August 20, 2016 Share Posted August 20, 2016 Same here, Jen. So many on here write so eloquently and convey the thoughts that are within me, but in my sometimes (and often) garbled state of mind I can't seem to transfer those thoughts to meaningful sentences. Hugs to all and please carry on. I learn so much from all of you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jen Posted August 21, 2016 Author Share Posted August 21, 2016 Some days are better than others... mostly I'm just resigned to a long empty life, and I hate it. I know I need a to make a serious change, but I don't have a clue what to do or how to even begin to figure it out. I'm just... stuck. And I guess I'll stay that way until I accept the stuck-ness. Embrace it. Love it. Ha! impossible. Every time I think about it, I start to cry. It's like that line from The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy: "The hours are good, but now that you mention it, the actual minutes are lousy." My life in a nutshell. Honestly... I often just wish it could be over. I'm so tired of trying to make something of it. Some people look at it and say "look at all the possibilities!" That is, of course, the appropriate attitude, and I try to see it that way... I really do. But my default setting is more "omg it's all unknown and freaking TERRIFYING." I don't want to do this anymore. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
linda5 Posted August 21, 2016 Share Posted August 21, 2016 I'm also "lurking." Some days I'm doing pretty good and others, not. When I'm having one of those bad days, I come to this website and I do feel better. Hugs Jen! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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