Alexswife Posted May 27, 2015 Share Posted May 27, 2015 That is all. This grief thing gets so complicated. It seems that I'm always dealing with DGI's and having to face fears that I wouldn't have if he were still here. It all gets so hard and complicated but at the end of the day I just miss him. Everything is about missing him. Every ache in my heart is because he's gone. I miss him so much. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MrsDan Posted May 27, 2015 Share Posted May 27, 2015 That is all. You know I almost posted this exact same thing today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
donswife Posted May 27, 2015 Share Posted May 27, 2015 that says it all .....I miss him god I miss everything about him Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
calimom Posted May 27, 2015 Share Posted May 27, 2015 I'll be thinking of you on July 19, Alexswife, as you know we share the same awful day. It's natural you still miss Alex, at almost 8 years out I still think of Jeff and miss him every day. It gets more manageable over time but never really goes away. How can it? Have you started your new job yet? If so, how's it going? Wish I could hug you for real, but know I hear your words and your pain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoVerySad Posted May 27, 2015 Share Posted May 27, 2015 Yes, it seems that regardless what else changes, the missing them stays as powerful despite the passage of time. Tight hugs, AW... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alexswife Posted May 28, 2015 Author Share Posted May 28, 2015 Huge hugs to you all. I hate the we have to spend our time missing our loves. Have you started your new job yet? If so, how's it going? I start my new job on June 8th. Tomorrow is my last day at my current job. I am feeling quite emotional about leaving my kids but I know this is the right move for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lisa Posted May 29, 2015 Share Posted May 29, 2015 It always cones down to missing him. Most of the time I feel like I am getting used to it. But I have flares. Like now, the period before the anniversary of his death. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alexswife Posted May 31, 2015 Author Share Posted May 31, 2015 My heart hurts so bad tonight. I miss him. Who knew that the three year anniversary coming up would cause me to be such a mess. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoVerySad Posted May 31, 2015 Share Posted May 31, 2015 I'm sorry you are hurting so badly, AW. Wishing I could help dull the ache for you. Tight hugs... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MissinGrizz Posted May 31, 2015 Share Posted May 31, 2015 I'm sorry you are hurting. The missing is still there for me, after 5.5 years and remarriage. I miss my friend and just want to chat, hear his beautiful laugh....sigh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BrokenHeart2 Posted May 31, 2015 Share Posted May 31, 2015 I'm sorry you are hurting so much AW. Tight hugs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
linda5 Posted June 1, 2015 Share Posted June 1, 2015 AW, I feel the same way. I even had some happy event happen, as my oldest daughter and my grandbaby flew in from Phoenix to be with me, and it made me miss my husband more. Right before I picked them up at the airport, I was a crying mess because I wanted my husband to share in this moment. I guess we'll always miss the love of our lives ... happy times, sad times ... doesn't matter. We still want them back. Sending you peace. Good luck with the new job. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Baylee627 Posted June 1, 2015 Share Posted June 1, 2015 So sorry, darling girl. It's dreadful, the aching missing of them. Sometimes, there are no other words I can muster--just--"I miss him." Hugs and hand pats, missy. Baylee Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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