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Sometimes I find myself smiling because it happened Virgo And yes. Putting our hard hurtful thoughts out there help sometimes. Feeling vulnerable is scarey too though.

I so remember you on YYWB Moncouer. We are around the near same timeframe. It all sucks to much. We will prevail one way or another. No flowers or happy urgings here. Keep on keeping on what else can I say. It hurts like hell.

Yup you nailed it Patriciad!

Being up here in cold Canada, yup. I'm saying this now bit shit sometimes life just gets in The way.

Still intrigued but won't be making it. Still intrigued to hear the outcome though! I hope you all connect and have a wonderful time. My bucket list is to get to NYC some day!

This made me cry I loved this one too! His name was Gord ( saying this makes me cry) and he rocked my world. We just connected in so many ways. We had our troubles like all couples do but I can remember, he'd walk into a room and would catch his eye I'd just get that oh so feeling. Oh gosh I miss his love, gaze, smile and mutual sarcasm. I just so much miss him so much in every way it hurts.

I too never thought of that Jen. It may seem selfish to those who don't get it but not to me. I get it and it is so sad to think of. Hugs to all of us

It looked so big, like something out of a garage. Lol. Mystery solved . Just wait til I start my spring cleaning. I'll be posting in this thread for sure!

I hate that people are so clueless and selfishly stupid. Just sayin Hugs to my wids!

Not a clue and I have so many things I my garage that I could post like you just did . Just to let you know you're not alone

I too have had the same thoughts Mikeeh. I went through the same thing with my DH having to help him as he became more ill and weak. This wid journey sure is a hard one. Hugs to you

So sorry AW your sister had to say that stupid thing to you. If only they knew. Hugs

Hi Bear I'm feeling in the dark place too. Sorry your are there too. We will persevere Hugs to you

Belated hugs from me as well. That pic is wonderful. I can't imagine your sorrow Big giant hugs

Just bought a 2011 Honda CRV and I love driving it. Had 2 accords before this one so you could say I'm a honda girl all the way. DH bought me a pink honda ball cap a few years ago. He knew You can do this. I bought all my cars by myself. DH said you now how to buy a car, you don't need me. He was right

I love my Wids. We'll figure it out some day. Sweet dreams to all of you.

So sorry to hear you are struggling Bear. Hugs to you.

Micheal, I just so love your transmissions! You make me laugh and I thank you for that. Keep them coming

I love to cook only not so much anymore because it's hard to cook only for myself. When I do, I like to make chilli or stews but always make too much . I have small glass bowls with lids so I freeze single servings for when I'm not in the mood to cook or too tired to cook. I did like that cooking for one thread in YWBB

Thank you Anniesgirl, Tracy and Marsha. You have given me so much to think about on this Easter weekend. It's so odd that I have been one to be resistant to change and now it's so thrust upon me I feel there is no choice but to figure it out. Life is so unpredictable isn't it? Hugs

Hugs Chemie. Nothing to add, I don't want to adult today either. Just hugs.

Thank you TS. Just what I really needed to read right now. I could sure use some avoidance! And the cat litter and poop story was invaluable!

At 22 months out (I know, not very long) your post and your poem resonated be to the core. Ebb and flow, up and down. I just want a calm peacefulness but I think it's going to take so much more time. My Stepkids have a happy Mom and I think by now they want me that way. I don't show them my despair but I can't hide my grief. It's not like I emote around them but I'm just not the old me and they want the old me back. How do I go forward? So many family and friends want the old me back but she died on May 30, 2013 too. HeartBroken2 Oh God, I feel so broken.

So profound and heartfelt. I pray Joe has found his way. Thank you Joe for writing this and Kevin Z for saving and reposting this. Hugs

Yay Mrs Dan!!! Congratulations to you! Big giant hugs!