BrokenHeart2

I don't mean to offend but that's just how I feel. People are all happy and going along thinking what's your problem, life is good like DH used to say. No, it's shit and that's how i feel. Thank you for letting me vent.

Me too but it ain't gonna happen. He'd kick my butt knowing I feel this way but GDamit I do.

He used to bring me a coffee and kiss in bed every morning. One of those many tiny moments. Sigh

I bet you don't miss him any less. I'm feeling that missing tonight so strong just over 2 yrs out. Not sure why but it hurts like hell. Hugs to you.

I have always said 'I don't do crazy well' and this grief journey is crazy. I'm doing the best that I can.

IOOC, I don't wonder but feel the same. Fuck you until you've walked a mile in my shoes. Oh and don't compare your life to mine until you've lived it, then you can give advice if I ask for it.

Hugs to you Lost35

Good to hear from you SR.

Virgo, sounds to me like you have an awesome friend that hit the reset button once realizing what he was saying. That's infrequent in my world.

Being held and kissed by him. Awe fuck, just everything. There are too many tiny daily things to mention.

Neighbour came over and we had a nice chat for a while then I watered my gardens and I came in the house and then to bed. Woohoo how's that for a wild Saturday night? Over 2 yrs now and ugh.

Thinking of you SR. I hope you are on the road to your new life! Hugs

Fuck cancer is so right. I'm so sorry to hear about your sister in law. Cancer sucks so much.

Thanks for the update Wheelerswife. I too am concerned about the final day. I hope all goes well for SemiRed and her family in the final day. Glad to hear she was able to have your support. Hugs and prayers.

I'm not there but I get why you did this

I'm so sorry Jodi, yes, it's the place none of of us wants to join but we do all help each other tremendously. Drink lots of water as crying is so dehydrating and come and post anything you need to get off your mind. We get it. Gentle hugs to you

So very well said CanadianGirl!

Awe Bear you are too funny! Love the humor! Carey, I'm not dating but I won't put up with mind games or bullshit, you shouldn't either. Just sayin

Hugs to you Hunter. I get it. So very well said Trying, I am just slightly over the 2nd sadiversary and yeah....'the sense of time is a crazy thing'. I feel all those crazy things too. Unfortunately I tend to withdraw from life while this is happening and many don't understand or seem to care while I'm doing this.

SR. This is exactly why I recommended you cut communication for 30 days. For you to gain strength to know what YOU need. Stay strong. My thoughts are with you. I know this is a hard time to go through. Big hugs.

Daiquiri for sure. Sitting on the dock at the lake on a cloudy beautiful evening Or sacking down in bed?

Enjoy your new bed! Don't let your Mom see it. awe Bear you're too funny

SR, keep your eye on the prize. Your Son!!! You may feel guilt but when you really think about it how warranted is it? Not at all. You are now standing tall and doing what you need to do for you and your son! You are my hero SR! Hugs and strength!

mo12 I can relate to what you posted. I'm feeling sort of 'just don't care'. It's an aweful feeling isn't it. I don't have kids or pets here. That's what it's feeling like just passing the 2 yrs mark for me. I must say for me it's an 'ebb and flow' and different than from earlier on. I hope it keeps changing. And BTW, doesn't sound weird to me at all. I remember that feeling.

I just want someone to take care of me for a change.